Crikey, that sun eh? Did you forget what it felt like too? I forgot how shadows worked at full power until yesterday.
I really went back and forth on this week’s render. I was trying to achieve something with particles and/or liquid that I really didn’t. Fluids are that last frontier where there’s a real diminishing of returns for power. You can keep cranking up the simulation resolution and detail but it’s really hard to get anything that feels believable at scale. I also find that Blender it’s designed for certain types of simulation, usually fluid flowing and filling things so doing eg. drips are really hard. Thinking about it now I bet there’s some tutorials on rain out there I could have looked at. Anyway, ran a massive particle simulation in the end and … meh. Not so jazzed. Oh well, we live and learn.
Stories that stick
The problem with saying about how we ‘should’ be talking about NFT’s as part of a larger, rather abstract and hard to bend-your-head-around narrative on decentralisation or a move to post-capitalism is an assumption that crypto technologies have some sort of teleology – some sort of preordained role in an inevitable story of humanity. The rate at which I’ve been spammed statements like ‘blockchain was never about individual profit n00b!’ on Twitter dot com indicates a sort of blind faith that the recent bubbles in crypto and their attachment to get-rich-quick schemes is just a temporary blip in a grand historical arc. But we’ve seen this story arc play out before; it’s in the uncomfortable spot of technological development where it’s released to the world (well really over the last five or ten years but obviously accelerating now) and the world just does whatever the hell it likes, no matter what you think it should be.
I remember having this problem with shoulds as a child; my Dad telling me that grass wasn’t for riding bikes on. Grass isn’t for anything. It doesn’t have any inherent purpose. It’s just grass and you can turn it into a lawn, a football pitch or let it grow wild. Technologies aren’t for anything. They emerge and are socially constructed as a mix of opportunity, problem solving and chance not some inevitable building block in the myth of progress. There are all sorts of things that don’t exist.
What crypto should be and how it should operate is something which I think we can all broadly agree on. But those ideas are complex, they require time and technical understanding to grasp not to mention a critical competency in institutional structures and their failings as is. Stabilisation is achieved when a problem appears to have been solved and the ‘make a load of money really fast DON’TLOOKTOOCLOSEATHOW!’ is louder, more obvious and easier to understand than decentralised institutional structures and distributed leadership. Of course, the next part of stabilisation is the encoding of that technology in policy so how governments and central banks chose to respond is going to cement (or ‘concretise’ a la Simondon) crypto.
I know a lot of folks are hoping that the sudden interest in NFTs translates into a broader understanding of the conceptual opportunity of crypto but that’s going to require some grounded concrete examples about how decentralisation and distributed responsibility make an individual’s life better and those stories seem to be few and far between. There really is no reason to engage with NFTs except for money. They really have no other apparent social affordances than to move money around and you now, money talks.
Ok, I know I’m cynical and falling into the trap of assuming that change isn’t possible but it always feels like the same story: Some folks with extensive critical and technical understanding spend years, decades even designing and devising a technology then release it into the world only to see it subverted by the same forces they thought they were going to challenge. Remember the Internet? Hell it goes both ways, think about Uber struggling to understand why the rest of the world doesn’t behave like Silicon Valley.
Honestly I don’t know enough about crypto to see through the current hysteria to what lies beyond. People with … strange names… on Twitter have sent me technical papers with recommendations like ‘ACTUALLY’ but that sort of just reinforces the point. If I, a snivelling liberal academic who at least claims a slightly above average degree of understanding of emerging technology don’t have the time or comprehension to read technical papers from the last twenty years to change my mind, what chance anyone else?
I guess it’s worth examining my own hypocrisy here. I mean, I will bang on to anyone who sits still for ten minutes about the imaginative potential of AI and CGI and yet can’t see past my own nose on crypto. So why do I get the right to say another world is out there if we seize these technologies? I guess they have bigger, better social stories. AI’s isn’t great but it’s real and can be pointed at and CGI is, well, everywhere making worlds in video games, cinema and on your screen. Some of these worlds force you to confront our own too, even in small ways.
Crypto still doesn’t have it’s shibboleth, it’s narrative monument, it’s imaginary that you can point at and say ‘that’s what it is’ – and if it does have one now it’s probably, unfortunately, Beeple.
Short Stuff
- The EU is building a new virtual Earth simulator called ‘DestinE’ – they’re going to use 20,000 graphics cards to do it. Think what you want about it but I just like PC Gamer telling the EU to ‘get to the back of the line bois.’
- Speaking of AI – Elvia Wilk here on Pharmako-AI.
Still not much stuff, I’ve fallen into bad habits. I need to write and record another lecture this week so I’m about to get down to that. Love you, speak to you later.